why

2007-10-03T04:46:00.001-07:00

4 days to exams .............. 7 days to freedom!!=DDDD

i m really sry for wad ive said to you today.......
对不起！
i really dun mean to...
but i duno why,
why did i even say those words=(
抱歉！

people may think tt wad ive said was nothing
but i noe vv well that...
those words which ive said
muz haf hurt you deeply, in one way or another!!
=((!
sry!

2007-09-30T04:00:00.000-07:00

潘玮柏-路太弯

我在这里计算终点的距离

下一站有没有更期待的结局

眼闭上眼看不看得见过去

看不看得见原来那个你

和幸福的关系

路太弯梦在转错过的人已不在

以为我能习惯一个人的安全感

路太弯爱在转明知忘记会很难

我一路上跌跌撞撞

却找不回拥抱的形状

眼闭上眼看不看得见过去

看不看得见原来那个你

和幸福的关系

路太弯梦在转错过的人已不在

以为我能习惯一个人的安全感

路太弯爱在转明知忘记会很难

我一路上跌跌撞撞

却找不回拥抱的形状

付出过是不是就换的回希望

呼吸太乱世界太宽

缘分毕竟太短

路太弯梦在转错过的人已不在

以为我能习惯一个人的安全感

路太弯爱在转明知忘记会很难

我一路上跌跌撞撞

却找不回拥抱的形状

我一路上跌跌撞撞

却找不回拥抱的形状

2007-09-28T18:04:00.000-07:00

迷路兵 - 我为什么还爱你

一天过一天明天再见
这是你每次说的
一直都没有改变
你的无奈
我知道你的心已不在放开
这是最好的决定
你的爱已不在
我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃是什么原因
你狠心丢我在这里

一天过一天明天再见
这是你每次说的
一直都没有改变
你的无奈
我知道你的心已不在放开
这是最好的决定
你的爱已不在
我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃是什么原因
你狠心丢我在这里

我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你 (想着你)
不是我不放弃是什么原因
你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃是什么原因
你狠心丢我在这里

27/09/07 (我们俩之间的小秘密only u noe i noe god noes...<3!!!)

2007-09-20T21:51:00.000-07:00

A TEENAGE MISERY

Never will I want to meet you again
Even if we meet ten years later on the street
Don’t bother to say ‘hi’ to me
‘Cuz you must bear in mind that
You once broke my heart and neglected me

Sometimes I really feel like running
Running to a faraway island
To a place where no one can ever find me
I want to be alone all by myself
Well, a teenage misery I suppose

Believe in me, I am trustworthy
Is what you’ve always told me
It’s a total disappointment
When I found out the truth
That you were unfaithful

And when I needed someone to confide in
I always failed to see your shadow beside mine
I am happy with the friends I mingle with now
Perhaps we should keep a distant
And let nature takes its own course

I dislike your childish act and indecent language
I know you still do care for me and
You are trying hard to salvage the relationship
But somehow the feeling has vanished
Pardon me…just let it be

hey suzanne,........thxx for giving me the inspiration to write the above poem for my elit.....though simple but 应该有写出你的心声吧！specially written for u to dedicate to your bf gerald...........i noe u r reading my post right now!!! pull urself together & dun brood over the past....look on the bright side of life & rmb only those happy moments u haf with him kk....like wad katie & i were saying - perhaps uall should give each other another chance......well, the decision lies on both of u!!!!!!! haha...y m i sounding like some lao aunties lolx!!!!!!!! shall meet up with u guys after EOYs!!!!!((((=

2007-09-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

BIO TEST TODAY!!HOPE DIN SCREW UP!!!!
mrs rod returned my draft 2 today!!
i m so happy cos i dun have to attempt draft 3(e final draft)(=

erm...i dunno why i m so looking forward to tmr to come soon...really cant w8 to go to sch!!!!!HAHAHAHAAAA!!!=D!

我不知道为什么感到特别兴奋!LOL!!.....perhaps U noe the reason!!(=

sometimes...i really wish for a time machine!!!so that i could turn back the time and you guys will not haf to study so much hist!!no war!!!lol..and everything goes on smoothly!!!!!!!HAAHAHAHA!!!andandand.......i want to go back to those swt old days...with this lovable and unique human being accompanying me!HAHAHAHAHA!!
i wish...i wish!!!xD!

people do care!!!!!!!!!!people like me do care.....trust me & dun doubt my words...lol

2007-09-16T09:03:00.000-07:00

<<结婚前（请往下看）>>

男：太好了！我期盼的日子终于来临了！我都等不及了！

女：我可以反悔吗？

男：不！你甚至想都别想！

女：你爱我吗？

男：当然啊！

女：你会背叛我吗？

男：不会，你怎么会有这种想法呢？

女：你可以吻我吗？

男：当然，绝不可能只是一次。

女：你有可能打我吗？

男：永远不可能！

女：我能相信你吗？

<<结婚后（请由下往上看）>>

2007-09-15T10:20:00.000-07:00

OMG!!THANKS MUM FOR BUYING ME THE 2GB MEMORY STICK!!
<3<3<3<3<3!!!!!!!!!!

hais!test on mon!i muz STUDY HARD man!
bio,i should be good at it wad,cos people say i m horny...but then i catch no hotcakes!!=(
perhaps they are juz too hot!

really muz pia already!!!cannot play liao!!
只要辛苦这三个星期，考试过后就可以享受两到三个月了！
加油加油哦！！

2007-09-08T10:41:00.000-07:00

泪-milubing

深夜里无法习惯没有你
不愿意再走下去
这距离痛得我不能呼吸
难忘记你的失去

多少眼泪都无所谓
我闭上眼睛不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰

这些眼泪我无所谓
真心的对待最珍贵
我回头想起爱情的甜美
永远不后悔

深夜里无法习惯没有你
不愿意再走下去
这距离痛得我不能呼吸
难忘记你的失去

多少眼泪都无所谓
我闭上眼睛不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰

这些眼泪我无所谓
真心的对待最珍贵
我回头想起爱情的甜美
永远不后悔

牵领我进入睡梦追随
重温过去我们两梦中相依偎
虽是梦幻愿沉醉

多少眼泪都无所谓
我闭上眼睛不能入睡
只希望你给我一些安慰

这些眼泪我无所谓
真心的对待最珍贵
我回头想起爱情的甜美
永远不后悔

hais............

2007-09-06T07:17:00.001-07:00

OMG!!
I HAVE THIS VV VV WeIRD DREAM A FEW DAYS AGO!!
OMGOMG!!I AM VV HAPPY TT THIS IS JUZ A DREAM MAN!wah!!heng ar..LOL!

anyway..i m vv disappointed in my maths and sci common test results...
=(
duno why my maths bcome so lousy....
zzzzzzz.........
AND MY SCI ALSOT.T!!
I WAN CRY LIAO LA!
nvm...
I MUZ 加油！我一定可以的(:!!哈哈
LOL!

hais..still left maths,sci proj & wkst,touch up on acc!i think tt should be all bah=DD!!
oh yah,still muz study for hist quiz!

BANNER DECO & MOVIE TMR!xD!!!!

Have you finally realized how important friends are?[i really wonder]

2007-09-02T03:52:00.000-07:00

HAHA!! MY INTERNET IS FINALLY BACK YOOOOOO!!!
TRAINING TMR.. at 8.45 TILL 1.. I THINK
THEN AFTER TT HAVE TO DECO HEALTH BOARD UNTIL DUNNO WAD TIME..
I CANT W8 FOR THE STEAMBOAT AT 5 tmr!!xD!!I NOE iT'S GONNA BE FUN FOR SURE!!(X!!

hahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!say i m crazy!!LOL!crazily happy LOL!!

2007-08-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYYOUYOUXD!
i m @ lydias house now!!=D
hais!2.4 and the 5 items all over liao!!

next wk is sept holi..but i still have to go back to sch everyday!
=(

walao!!i reali dunnoe wads your problem la!!but i dun give a damn liao la!
juz wanna tell u tt you really suck man!such a flirt can!zzzzzzzzzzzz
flirt here flirt there...you short ass flirt wad shit la!lame shit la!=.=!

will get back maths result next wk
hope i do well for it man!
i dun wan bcos of maths then my overall percentage kanna pull down like siao!

oh yah!anyway i was quite touched by your msg...but i juz noe tt you said it for fun or something..
perhaps i really noe you too well le ba..you told me once tt this will not end
but i think it has ended some days ago
cos i really dun wan u to affect me...oh yes...you have won my heart last yr..
but i can tell you,not now..
you finally showed me your true self..
and i hated you fm tt moment
how i wished i never met you in my life...
hais i dun really care le la...
i juz wana tell u tt you are one WEIRD AND FUNNY GUY whom i hate the most now!

2007-08-24T05:19:00.000-07:00

YAY!!SOCCER PRO SCORES HER 1ST GOAL ON THE 23RD AUG!!=D

hais!!din get back maths paper today!!!
i wan to get 22.5 and above!!!
ARGH!!
but i already lost 5 marks on ques 2!!!
ZzZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!

andand!!!!OMG!I M DAMN SAD TT THEY POSTPHONED THE 5 STATIONS!!
i ve waited for one year already lo...
then now still make me wait for another week!!!
so sad can!!=(

gonna run with the BGL president and kor tmr!!(=
HAHA!!
then 10 am got council meeting!!
sian xia!!

2007-08-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT!!

ahhhhhhhhhh!!!my chiT.T!!
i really do not wish this to happen...
but.....
sadly..........
IT ALWAYS DOES!!!!!!!:'(!

everytime when most of my subjects de marks dam high ar...sure will have one subj pulls my marks all the way down de lo!!
FREAK MY CHI LA!!
actually maths and chi supposed to be my stronger subjs de lo!!!!
then now like tt le!!
SUCKSUCKSUCK MAN!
hope this time maths test can get an A man!
or i really can go jump down building liao!!

HAIS DAMN SIAN XIA!!
I FEEL like banging my head onto the wall now!!
CAI LAOSHI!!PLSPLS!!GIVE ME HIGH HIGH MARKS FOR MY ZUO WEN AND SI HAN!!AND FOR THE TAIWAN TRIP PROJ TOO!!PLSPLS!!THEN I CAN AT LEAST GET A "B"!!
I DUN WANNA GET A "C"...WORST STILL DUN GIVE ME A FAILED GRADE!!T.T!

ive finally seen your true color...m so disappointed in you...faker/liar...i seriously duno why you muz do this to hurt ppl...y the need 2 explain...& y want me 2 trust ur words when u & i are merely ordinary frenz...treat her well will u...buzz off & leave me alone...bye!

2007-08-19T05:10:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!
pls click on this link=D

http://www.2h-07.blogspot.com/

:))))))))))))!!!!

can girls play soccer????!?!?!?!HAHAHAHAHA
the best is to be a goalkeeper if you wanna play!LOL

DETENTION TMR!
NO TEST THIS WEEK!=)
THINK I SCREWED MY CHI TEST!:(
PAPER1 ON THE TENTH WEEK!
CANT WAIT FOR SEP HOLI xD!

2007-08-16T05:21:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!!!
RUSH HOUR 3 IS DAMN FUNNY LA!!ESP WITH THOSE 2 CRAZY STRANGERS BEHIND US..THEY LAUGH DAO SIAO CAN!!=DDDDDDDDDDDD

need chiong hist and study chi liao!!!!T.T!:'(!!!

2007-08-14T06:23:00.000-07:00

TODAYS MATHS LESSON WAS.................

LOLOLOL!!!!!!!

TOTAL LAMENESS!!!!!!!

i love ques 3 of worksheet 4 man!(X

siaosiaosiao!xD!

hais...i was thinking......

why am i wasting so much time on all these nonsense...

when i can actually do more useful things!!LOL!!
so...let it be..juz forget everything!!!!!!!!
but i noe i will be a hard to........

chi test tmr!SiAnXzz

2007-08-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY ACC GROUP!XD

SECRET IS NICE!RUSH HOUR ON THUR!!MAYB SIMPSONS ON SAT!CANT WAIT MAN=DDDD!!

-left history proj!^^

-chi oral(sat)

-maths common test(thur)

-chi test(wed and fri)

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!

2007-08-08T21:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Are You Happy Now?
Michelle Branch

Now, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care… yeah, yeah, yeah

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin’ up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now? yeah, yeah, yeah.

Do you really have everything you want?
You can’t ever give somethin’ you ain’t got
You can’t run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye?
and tell me that you’re happy now, yeah, yeah
come on, tell it to my face or have i been replaced,
are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
are you happy now?

Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I’ve had all that I can take
I’m not about to break
Cause I’m happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Are you happy now?

i cannot love youT.T!

2007-08-05T03:55:00.000-07:00

I DO IT FOR YOU

Your pretty face is not enough,
Behind your eyes,
I know your lying.
You think that love is all a bluff,
You flash your smile,
And keep denying me,
I want you to see,
I need something more,
Than you gave me for.

I want you to burn.
I want you to steal.
I want you to bleed,
And see how it feels.

I want you to beg,
I want you to crawl.
Give more than you take,
And smile through it all.
And know that everything you do,
I do it for you.
.....I do it for you.

I see your heart is broken,
And your tears are real.
No word unspoken,
Say what you feel.
The way you keep pretending,
Its such a crime.
You gotta give me whats mine.

I want you to burn.
I want you to steal.
I want you to bleed,
And see how it feels.

I want you to beg,
I want you to crawl.
Give more than you take,
And smile through it all.
And know that everything you do,
I do it for you.

Your pretty face is not enough,
Behind your eyes,
I know your lying.

I want you to burn.
I want you to steal.
I want you to bleed,
And see how it feels.

I want you to beg,
I want you to crawl.
Give more than you take,
And smile through it all.
And know that everything you do,
I do it for you.

2007-08-02T03:44:00.000-07:00

WHEN YOU'RE GONE

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

hais!why me out of so many people ?i really wanna ask u this!

2007-08-01T04:36:00.000-07:00

HISTORY COMMON TEST TMR!!!
50% OF CA!!

i wan go pia now!!!

HAIS!! mR TONg CHANGE my place today!!!zzzzzzzzzzzz!DAMN SIAN CAN!!i fm the last second row change to the 1st row...moreover not at the side of the 1st row leh!!its in the centre!!RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE BOARD!!omg!!! since pri one until now..this is my 1st time sitting in the 1st row!!!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRR!!!
SIAN MAN!!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ
=.=!!
i hate being in the 1st row...
ltr teacher wan ask ques
confirm ask 1st row ppl 1st de lo!!!!!!!!!
BLEH!!!!!!!!!!!!T.T!
i wan cry liao la........

2007-07-30T09:26:00.000-07:00

MS CHAN MAKES MY DAY!!
I DUNO WHY..BUT I M BEGINNING TO LOVE HER LESSONS!(x

-a really short post!HAHA!!
i go slp le xD!

2007-07-26T05:46:00.000-07:00

ME AND CHIOBU=DDDD!!!

HAHA!! NUMBER 13!!LOL(X

ME AND JOSHUA!xD!

CONGRATS TO C DIV BBALL BOYS AND GALS FOR DOING AHS PROUD....
EAST ZONE CHAMPS!(X

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALE!!!!!(X

2007-07-23T09:11:00.000-07:00

HAHA!! REALLY ENJOYED TODAY!!(X
hais...time seems to past so quickly.
i juz realized tt ive been in council for a year now.......
tmr is the second investiture le!xD!
WoOtZzzzzzz!!!
cant wait cant wait!
if i am not wrong, we are allowed to leave class @ 11.10.....=DD
XD!
i love rNe!

mayb you should juz leave me alone and not tok to me..not even a single word..perhaps i will feel much better.......

2007-07-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

失恋学

初恋那个夏天我们学会热恋
要快乐有条件幸福有要诀
后来牵手很累我们学会告别
低估了想念越想越危险越想见

我们忘了学怎么失恋深夜该怎么不掉眼泪
还不了解爱的情节一但下了片不再上演
我们忘了学怎么失恋移情别恋治不好失眠
偏让那不经意的遇见却视而不见
我们都掩着哭红了的双眼

后来牵手很累我们学会告别
低估了想念越想越危险越想见

我们忘了学怎么失恋深夜该怎么不掉眼泪
还不了解爱的情节一但下了片不再上演
我们忘了学怎么失恋移情别恋治不好失眠
偏让那不经意的遇见却视而不见
我们都掩着哭红了的双眼

我们忘了学怎么失恋深夜该怎么不掉眼泪
还不了解爱的情节一但下了片不再上演
我们忘了学怎么失恋移情别恋治不好失眠
偏让那不经意的遇见却视而不见
我们都掩着哭红了的双眼

2007-07-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

levia..xiaohui..ISABEL..me..yina

THE TEN OF US!!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!!

yay!i LOVE MY TEAM!

2007-07-21T05:54:00.000-07:00

QUESTION EXISTING
Take off my shirt. Loosen the buttons
and undo my skirt, Stare at myself in the mirror
Take me apart piece by piece, Sorrow decrease
Pressure release, I put in work
Did more than called upon, More than deserved
When it was over, Did I wind up hurt (Yes)
But it taught me before a decision ask this question first

Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing
Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing

Take off my cool, show them that
under here, I'm just like you
Do the mistakes, I may make me a fool
Or a human with loss, and if that I'm loss
Round of applause, Take the abuse
Sometimes it feels like they want me to lose
It's entertainment is that an excuse? (No)
But the question that lingers whether win or lose

Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing
Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing

Dear Diary,
It's Robyn
Entertaining is something I do for a living
It's not who I am, I'd like to think that I'm pretty normal,
I laugh, I get mad, I hurt, I think
I suck sometimes,
But when you're in the spotlight,
Everything seems good,
Sometimes I feel like i have it worse cause I have to always keep my guard up,
I don't know who to trust, I don't know who wants to date me for who I am,
Or who wants to be my friend for who I really am,

Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing
Who am I living for?
Is this my limit, Can I endure some more
Chances are given, Question Existing

2007-07-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

REALLY HAD LOTS OF FUN YESTERDAY AFTER THE MOVIE!=DDD

haha..today...we kept making the "pssssss pssssssss"sound during eng lesson!xD!mrs koh was rather pissed off(x!

hais..and supposed to have chi tingxie today de lo..
however, majority of the class preferred to have it on wed, which is tmr.....
zZzZz...and there will be a surprised history quiz,for chapts 1-4 on wed as well
omg.. and not forgetting..eng common test on thurs!
hopefully Friday will be a test-free day!

i duno why? but i m beginning to love sch sooooooo muchxD!

mayb being with u was wad used to cross my mind..but now..i realised i m a happier person without you in my life and i hope to stay this way for the time being...unless, you can prove tt you are the one who can make me smile everyday.. and till you've found the courage to speak to me again like b4.... by then, probably, i will reconsider your existence.....

2007-07-13T05:28:00.000-07:00

DIN go watch movie with the shuttlers today..
cos have to attend some carnival in CHUNGCHENG HIGH!^^
the activities they planned for us were damn fun la!
REALLY ENJOYED to the fullest=DDDD!

i guess my group fair quite well at the carnivalXD!
and in my opinion, chungcheng highs staff & pupils are vv easy going ppl!=D
and...i dun mind going for this kind of carnival again!

it ended in the evening...and THANKS ronald & his dad for the free ride to tampines mrt station....
while @ e rear, e uncovered seats/area of the lorry...
we were making hell lots of noise-kept shouting and screaming...fun fun and said 'hi' to practically everybody in their vehicles...on the expressway...haha...can u imagine?? great fun and dam windy la!:)
i was quite surprised tt all of them responded to us with smiles on their faces(:

"GLEN!police car!"i pointed at the police car
"AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! HELLOHELLO!!"he waved while shouting at the top of his voice, to the policemen in the police car
THEN we noticed tt the police car was like tailing us...
we thought probably it was bcos we made alot of noise or mayb we (ten over of us) were not allowed to be on the lorry...
we were so worried tt they would summon ronalds dad...LOL
"wad if we appear on the front page of the straits times tmr!-->>SOME STUDENT COUNCILS OF ANGLICAN HIGH CAUSED CAR CRASH"lol
however, when the lorry turned in to the direction of tampines...the policemen were waving to us, grinning from ears to ears and unexpectedly, showing us the "PEACE" sign with their fingers...so, i guess they were worried for our safety la....haha...so kind of them for escorting us all the wayXD
we were rather astonished initially! lol
then edbert said
"WAH! if i noe tt they will wave back at us ar..i would have done the same to them"

we blast music,took pics,continued screaming all the way to tampines mrt station...
i realised tt people in tampines are quite dao=X
HAHAHHAHAHAHAAAA!! I SO LOVE MY NEW rNe juniors and my deardear sec2 rNeians!(: and sec3s & sec4s as well.....tt goes without saying!!!XD

*************************************************************************************
I THINK ITS OVER(:

CRY (bonus track) - By RIHANNA

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cos I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they loved me truly
But at the time it didnt mean a thing

My mind is gone
I’m spinning round
And deep inside
My tears ill drown
I’m loosing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kiss?
Cos it’s hurting me to let it go
Maybe cos we spent so much time
And I know that is no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why im sad to see us apart
I didn’t give it to you on purpose
can't figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone
I’m spinning round
And deep inside
My tears ill drown
I’m loosing grip
What’s happening?
I stray from love

This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from love with you
I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry

all my life..

2007-07-09T09:56:00.000-07:00

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

[ Wait For You ]

*tks for sending me this song & lyrics-i m rather touched indeed(:
but again i guess i haf made myself clear enough tt we shall remain as common friends ...

2007-07-06T10:56:00.000-07:00

一场美丽的梦是如何开始
一场美丽的梦是如何散落
有句话想对你开口
但话语
只能在心中打转而保持沉默
每次偷偷看你迷人的眼眸
每次偷偷看你温柔低着头
可是你从来都不知我的心中
早晚为了见你心情多么美丽
我想我是已经被你着迷
不然我的行动不会如此怪异
我只能偷偷喜欢你
我只希望能梦见你
多想要对着手机告诉你
好想你 Baby
我只能偷偷喜欢你
我只希望做你唯一
如果你需要人陪我陪你
我期待能和你开心一起

☆温胜光- 我只能偷偷喜欢你

thanks for the lyrics, friend-as you've requested... here it is, happy?

2007-07-06T10:36:00.001-07:00

yesterday had rNe duty...
guess how many people were on duty..?
EIGHT!EIGHT!!!!
can u believe it?!?!?!
=DDDDDDDDDDD

XDXDXDXDDDDDDDD!!
TRAINING rox today!!
duno why xD!
probably due to some of my skills were back le!!YAY!(X
zzZzz during the june holi...hardly go for training:(

after training went to LJS with isabel,sue ean,brenda,pan,xiao hui and yina...
toktoktok till bout 8...(:
then went home le!

tmr going to lydia's house to complete the chi proj...
meeting the others dere at 8AM.........

...lets treasure our friendship & keep it as pure as ever...i m not ready for relationship...sorry!!!

2007-06-29T19:20:00.000-07:00

《错了再错》

退到了绝境再退，破碎到不能破碎。
那么为什么，你就不肯说，我只能再一却都错。
泪水灌溉这伤悲，绝望是你赐给的安慰。
为何你说慌，我却受惩罚。
你不如就用到此想。

我可以痛了再痛，你可以错了再错，
不甘心，不闪躲，只为那失真的承诺。
我转身让你玩着火，你存心用尽我宽容，
为什么连谎言你也刺破。

爱和痛如此纠结，悲和我无法分解。
厌倦的疲累，成了一片黑。
相同都已无法相灭。
泪水滋润着泪水，背叛是黎明一种慰藉。
完美的借口，泪无不留下，你不如用乱箭射他。

我可以痛了再痛，你可以错了再错，
不甘心，不闪躲，只为那失真的承诺。
我转身让你玩着火，你存心用尽我宽容，
为什么连谎言你也刺破。

即使我头也不回，这悲剧猛向我追，
情愿你全部摧毁，别留着燎原的火堆。
给你的自由将我吞没，给我的爱像一根绳索。
你放手却困住了我。

我可以痛了再痛，你可以错了再错，
不甘心，不闪躲，全为了失真的承诺。
我转身让你玩着火，你存心用尽我宽容，
为什么连谎言你也刺破。
为什么…… 连谎言你也不说

2007-06-25T08:25:00.000-07:00

HAD LOTS OF FUN YESTERDAY.......
met up with all of them at PP @ 1.30pm..
after lunch, we proceeded to east coast park...
went bowling @ marine bowl...& the ranking......
1st-chim
2nd-yuwen
3rd-leslie
4th-sam
5th-ME
6th-bryan
7th-xiaohui
then yuwen and I went rollerblading while xiao hui and leslie rented the bikes.
for the next 2 solid hours-we blade they cycle....in between we stop & chat, laughed and made fun of one another etc...2 hours juz passed by oh..so quickly!!haha
it was about 7 when we reached mac for dinner...
leslie and yuwen made xh & I laugh like some crazy people....
REAlly fun and enjoyed myselfxD!

tried to forget...but juz couldnt...keep asking myself the same ques over and over again...sometimes i really wonder if you do feel the same way too...

2007-06-22T10:01:00.001-07:00

HEYHEYYOUYOU!!(X
went back to sch today for AGM
BUT it din seem like AGM leh!LOL!nvm
SAw our new juniors
all cute cute small small ones...=X
one fm badminton..........
7 new councils join our comm..
one sec2 ,6 sec ones
YAY!! i m so happy!! now we have a total of 6 sec 2s le...(even though its not many)
XDXDXDXDXDXD!!!!!!
TOTAL:6sec 1s,6 sec 2s,9 sec 3s...(little?)21 people!

sch reopens in 3 days' time..zzzzzz
half day on mon...after sch gotta attend council meeting!!!YAY!!(X
i suddenly love council soooooooooooooooooo vv MUCH!! LOL!xD!

2007-06-21T09:02:00.000-07:00

JUZ SOME RANDOM PICS(:

i love the times we spent together(X

no matter wad we'll still be VV GD FRIENDS!(=

i miss the good old dayz...will never forget it!(X

2007-06-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

still sick!!zzzzz...........
I CANT HEAR PROPERLY STILL!
this feeling sux man!!
lets hope tt i will recover before sch reopens...

erm..hols hw......left chi-storybook (城南旧事)+(proj)
and eng storybook + its review!!!

*24/6 sunday -last day to haf fun b4 school starts the following day. ecp - cycling, rollerblading, bowling and eat till our hearts content!! anyone??
sms me asap!!(X

maybe you werent the same anymore

2007-06-14T11:22:00.000-07:00

11 more days to school reopens....

onli managed to complete heymaths and elit so far...zzz
haiz...still have history, eng(storybook and summary), sci(proj), maths(proj),
chi(proj and storybook)....

today, had class gathering with 6AL'05!!<3

went to TM... serene,sherlynn,lorraine,verniecia,charlene,suhaila,marnisha,ashwini,
natasha, sarah leong...and i

we had lunch in seoul garden..couldn't eat much, cos i was rather sick...down with fever
and influenza, yet to recover ... though it's been 2 days.....then watched men in white...
WAD A LAME SHOW !!!!waste my money only...haha..but nvm la(x!

after the show, we chatchatchat till bout 6pm.....after which,
we walked around window shopping
at TM and CS for a while...then left around 7pm.....

had great time/fun & enjoyed myself today with u guys(X!
........anticipating our next outings....haha

i m missing it!!:'(!

我们永远是最好的朋友，
我希望我们能把这份友谊保存得很新鲜，
直到生命的后一刻也不会让它消失!(X

**友谊的累积是一辈子的朋友!**

2007-06-09T12:33:00.000-07:00

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile.
So when you are lonely, remember it's true
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.

2007-06-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

Woooooooooo!!! i juz realized tt i haven been posting for a LOOOOOOOOOONG LOOOOOOOOOONG time!!!
anyway....juz came back from Afarmosa a few days ago....
it was VEEEEEEEEEEERRRRYYYYYYYY VEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYY FUUUUNN!!!(x

1st day-
woke up at 4.30AM!!!!!had to meet in sch at 6AM!!!
luckily edison offered to give me a free ride, tks edison & his dad!(X
we left the sch at bout 7AM, if i m not wrong....then we reached Afarmosa in bout 3 to 4 hours ...
i dun understand why we waited so long at the condo for....haha..
then after tt long wait..we had GM....lalala..
there seemed to b this laughing gas inside of me tt tickle me and made me go laughing and laughing non-stop!!...
thereafter we settled our next couple of days in some bungalows!!!(X!(so cool rite!haha)...we put down our stuff in the rooms...and headed straight for dinner!
the 10 station games were cancelled due to bad weather ...
tt nite, glen,joseph,qin hui,kelyn and i went crazy..we blast the music, cant stop screaming and shouting, making hell lots of noise in the room..haha.. so much fun..then, we watched the "pet sematary"....edison kept saying tt the show is vv vv scary..and i was like...scary meh..onli the truck driving passed the bungalow mah..and theres onli a little cute boy and his family..where got scary...then kept laughing laughing!!
wah!!! but when it comes to the main part..., i was actually quite scared!haha!!
slpt at bout 2am tt nite

2nd day-
had breakfast...then in the afternoon most of the councils went to the water theme park...
at 1st i find it vv vv boring...but not long after it was sooooooooooooo FUN!!! i really enjoyed myself...we played till 7 plus...went back to the bungalow..then while i was showering,i saw this strange looking creature on the ceiling/wall...which looked like a frog..but it didnt have a body nor limbs...omg i nearly freak out!!its colour is vv weird though..but the funny thing is tt, nobody takes notice of it..and i was the last to shower la..probably i was the only observant ones...then had dinner at 9... by the time we returned to the bungalow..its already close to 11..i went to the toilet to check if its still there..i realized tt it had moved a few steps... dam eerie la, then all the sec 2s decided to spent our night at the sec 3s bungalow...slpt at 12...

3rd day-
woke up at 8.15....brush my teeth..out of curiousity, went back to tt bungalow to counter-check on that creature once more...OMG!! ITS not there anymore!! could it b a camera or sumting?... oh my tian1!!!!!!!zzzz..pack my things...had breakfast...went back to the bungalow again..grap all of our stuff and boarded the coach bus...headed to malacca town for sight-seeing & shopping...the journey was bout 45 mins..i slpt throughout..when we reached our destination...i couldnt stand up..i was terrified at that instant, i waited for most of the people to alight before calling for mei xuan..at 1st she and ka hwee thought i had stomachache..but later then...i realized tt it was actually muscle pull..reuben and shuyi..came all the way up to the bus and brought me a cup of warm water..so thoughtful and kind of them!(X after a short while, feeling much better, able to stand up and walk vv slowly, so they lead us to the restaurant...but haf no appetite...Btw..sry for the trouble & thanks for the help-reuben, mei xuan, shuyi and ka hwee...i dunno why..but juz felt a need to say so...(X
after tt..we went to this bigbig shopping mall for 1h 45 mins...walkwalkwalk..saw many nice nice things....but in the end onli bought one T-shirt(s$9)...

hais!!! after tt..its back to SINGAPORE!!haiyo, happy moments seldom last!!! so sad!!i kinda miss tt place..haha...reached sch at 9PM..said a cheer and left the sch...
walk down the hill with reuben...
we saw a taxi....he asked me to board the taxi...but i felt a little bad cos if i get into it..i like pangsei him like tt...
but in the end..he insisted tt i board it, so i juz get into it....
thanks(X

WAH!!! cant wait for the next outing!!! really cant waitXDXD!

2007-05-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA! BACK FROM TAIWAN!!
THANKS FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY IN TAIWAN, GUYS!x)
I M REALLY TOUCHED!!XD
had a GREAT night on 25th of MAY
we played truth or dare...haha
HAD LOTS OF FUN!

here are some of the pics taken in taiwan(X

lol!

XIAO WU GUI(X

I REALLY MISS YOU...TAIWAN!!

2007-05-22T01:49:00.000-07:00

LEAVING FOR THE AIRPORT IN BOUT 3 HOURS TIME!!(X

Zzzz!! even though i m looking forward to this trip but i wil miss most of my friends!!confirm de!!:'(

have you ever???
Sometimes, it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing, there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wish there was a chance to say i am sorry
Can't you see, that 's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
Cos I loved and lost,
The day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong
We should be together
Back in, your arms where I belong

Now I finally realised, it was forever that I'd found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me. have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
Cos I loved and lost,
The day I let you go
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you see
And though the moment's gone
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wish there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
Cos I loved and lost,
The day I let...

Yes, I loved and lost the day I let...
Yes, I loved and lost the day I let you go

READtheLYRICS!!imseriousthistimeround!zzz...

2007-05-20T04:54:00.000-07:00

LEAVING FOR TAIWAN SOON!!
i'll try not to think of my results and enjoy myself to the FULLEST!

5days to my birthday!
lalalala!!! you lamer la(:

2007-05-18T01:36:00.000-07:00

DISAPPOINTMENT!!!

hey!! this is so unfair ok?!?!!!!!!
they onli think for the majority!!!
but wad about the others who score better in paper 2 than in paper1??
what do they get i the end???
they get sooooo much lower than those who failed paper2 terribly
does thismake sense???
I DUN THINK SO!!!
60%-PAPER1
40%-PAPER2

this is b cos many people failed paper2
but wad about those who did badly in paper1
and score better in paper2??!?!?!?!
hey!!! why haven you guys spare a thought for us ??
my maths is always the sub which can pulll my percentage all the way up...
but now, its the lowest mark ive gotten....
and this is going to appear in my report bk!!!
WTH!!

hey ive gotten a B!!! OMG!!!!!
a freaking B....look carefully
I VE GOTTEN a B FOR MATHS!!!
OMG!!!!
I REALLY WONDER wad my overall percentage will be...
FREAK MAN!!

i m damn freaking sad!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!
i ve got a BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB
T.T!!!!

even my "EX" also think this is so unfair man
maths so screwed up already!!!
now i duno wad to do xia!!
i m very scared i will break down and cry man!!!T.T

7 more days to my birthday....
4 more days to taiwan trip....

its not over yet....i believe in myself...no point cryingover spilt milk...

2007-05-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

YES!!! BLOGGER ROX NOW!!! HHAHA

i suck...my results suck even more...everything of me suck man!!
hope tt my geog results will be ok....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!
im damn freaking sad can!!
duno why my marks all so low!!!
my eng???paper2???OMG!! dun mention bout it!!
PAPER 1!!! YOU MUZ SAVE ME OK????
OR ELSE I will be DEAD FOR SURE!!
geog!!! you also muz save me xia!!!!

my maths!!! din get the marks tt i expected myself to get....
DAMN DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF!!!ARGH!!!

even though din score vv well for sci...
but i m contented already...

CHi - paper2 all screwed up!!
Luckily paper1 came to my rescue!!!xD!

hope tt my geog and home econs can pulllllllllll my marks up mann!!!

hais!!!65%....?????it seems impossible......

9 more days to my birthday
6 more days to taiwan trip!!
hey i m looking forward to your surprise mann!!(:

but instead i was there by your side,believing all of your lies.......

2007-05-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

ZzzzzzzzzzzZZzzzzzzzzz!!!!!
still cant get over my maths mann!!!!

2007-05-15T02:44:00.000-07:00

SHYT MANN!!!!! BLEH....
MY RESULTS SUCK SUCK SUCKKKKKKKKKKKK
SUCK BIG TIME MAN!!!!
OH MANN!!
MY MATHS!!! MY CHI AND MY SCI!!!
ZzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!
SSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DISAPPOINTED!!!!!!
T.T!!!!

lousy results..

2007-05-14T05:53:00.000-07:00

ZZZzzzzzzzzz!~ tmr gettiNg back MYE papers!!! lalalalala~~
NEW BLOGSKIN!HAHA...FINALLY!!XDXD

2007-05-14T04:41:00.000-07:00

oh wells......its ok la...
never win nevermind(:
cos it was indeed a vv close fight for the 1st set...
(:

after sch went out with yina and xiao hui....
then on the way to the mrt station,
we saw bryan,xuan jie,liang kai,sean,joshua,leslie,samuel and chimin and dale.

they were going to watch spiderman3at century square....
SAD MAN!! i watch liao...cant watch with yina and xiaohui...Zzz.....cos dun wan waste money...
hhahahahahaaaa.....

ANWS.... 11 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!xDXDXD!!
aNd
EiGhT! more days to taiwan!!!

2007-05-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to TWO MACHO GUYS of 2H!LOLOLOLOLXDXD!

2007-05-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

empty!

CHEERS!

STUDENT SET ONLI ON WEEKDAYS...ZZZ!

xiao huis(:

left- mine(: right-xiaohui's(:

XD

xiao long bao!!! MY FAV!!!XDXDXD!!

lol!!! sensored!!!

obSCENE

LETS EATEATEAT!!XDXD

lol!! I AM ENJOYING MY MEAL(:

LOL!! SPIDERWOMEN!!

hahahahahaha!! SON

EH..GAY BAG

SEE!!I SO GUAI!XD

omg!!! HILDA!!!LOL!!

dun need so serious la!

lalala!!I ENJOYED MYSELF!XDXD

LOLOL!!! its so sunny...ZZZ..then i wan find shelter..but the tree so small!!Zzzz.

2007-05-10T05:00:00.000-07:00

YAYAYAYAYAAA....
you are juz trying to act tt you are vv great...
YAYAAYAYAYAYA...
so wad??
do you think tt you are really tt great???
pls think again!!!
like ...WOW!?!?!??!
all the girls are going after YOU????
OMG?!?!??!
pls think again!!!
OH....PLEASE!!!!

BYE~~~ JUZ WANA SAE TT
i wan thing to be back to normal.....
juz like the begining of last yr..
I WAN ALL THESE TO END NOW!!!!!

OHHHHHHHHHHH PLEEEEEEEAAAAAAASEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

2007-05-09T02:00:00.000-07:00

NEGLECTED!!!!

you think i post all these for fun huh???

THE ANS IS NO !OK!!??!??!

lalalalala~~~

2007-05-08T07:36:00.000-07:00

OVER IT!!

hahaha....!!! i am crazy over her songs!!! xD!!!!

2007-05-08T02:55:00.003-07:00

Katharine McPhee Lyrics

2007-05-08T02:39:00.000-07:00

(we got) EACH OTHER

Oh, oh.
Yeah, yeah.

No more lonely nights to hurt me.
No more tears left to spare.
No more reasons to be unhappy.
You threw them all up in there air.

And I don't know how you did it,
But you made me a believer.
I never thought that love
Could turn someone into a dreamer.
For the first time in my life
I don't feel like a need a breather.
Cause everywhere I go
I wanna know you're gonna be there.

I'd give it all up for you...
I'd give it all up for you.
Do anything you asked me to...
Anything you asked me to.
And like a pillow we can hold on to.
Cause we got each other.
We got each other.

My loneliness has gone away.
It left me here without a trace.
And now I'm in a brand new place.
Cause we got each other.
Baby, we got each other.

Yeah, yeah.

And some times in the past almost pulled us under
But we got through all that and it made us stronger
Through the good, through the bad
You just aint another
youre the best thing i have and we got each other.

When the hard times confront me
you always show me that you care
and i believe you are my rescue
when i see you right there

And I don't know how you did it,
But you made me a believer.
I never thought that love
Could turn someone into a dreamer.
For the first time in my life
I don't feel like a need a breather.
Cause everywhere I'm gonna go
I wanna know you're gonna be there.

I'd give it all up for you...
I'd give it all up for you.
Do anything you asked me to...
Anything you asked me to.
And like a pillow we can hold on to.

Cause we got each other.
We got each other.

My loneliness has gone away.
It left me here without a trace.
And now I'm in a brand new place.
Cause we got each other.
Baby, we got each other

You are the hand that I reach for
when I don't want to be alone
you are the voice i hear at night
lets me know ill be alright
When i need a real good friend
dont have to look far
youre the best
Im safe here in your arms
and i know this is where i belong

I'd give it all up for you...
I'd give it all up for you.
Do anything you asked me to...
Anything you asked me to.
And like a pillow we can hold on to.
Cause we got each other.
We got each other.

My loneliness has gone away.
It left me here without a trace.
And now I'm in a brand new place.
Cause we got each other.
Baby, we got each other

No matter what happens we got each other
had some times in the past but we got each other
through the good through the bad we still got each other
really happy or sad but we got eachother

I'd give it all up for you...
I'd give it all up for you.
Do anything you asked me to...
Anything you asked me to.
And like a pillow we can hold on to.
Cause we got each other.
We got each other.

My loneliness has gone away.
It left me here without a trace.
And now I'm in a brand new place.
Cause we got each other.
Baby, we got each other

And some times in the past almost pulled us under
But we got through all that and it made us stronger
Through the good, through the bad
You just aint another
youre the best thing i have and we got each other.

2007-05-05T10:44:00.000-07:00

geog and chi exam on mon!!!!
wish mi luck!!!

all the best to everyone(:

2007-05-05T09:48:00.000-07:00

"Neglected"

If these walls could talk, baby
What would they say?
They've been a witness to all of the pain
I gave you everything I had to give
Now I'm so empty cause you had your fill
You took the life from my face

The more you try to tell me that you changed
The more I feel neglected
If this is how you try to make it up to me
Then let's just end it
I don't like this feeling anymore
I don't like this feeling cause whenever I'm around you boy
I know that I won't be respected
Just neglected

All that I wanted was you by my side
But you walked in front of me all of the while
And all that I ever did was good enough
Well thank you baby cause you made me tough
Now I can go on my way
On my way

The more you try to tell me that you changed
The more I feel neglected
If this is how you try to make it up to me
Then let's just end it
I don't like this feeling anymore
I don't like this feeling cause whenever I'm around you boy
I know that I won't be respected
Just neglected

I never saw it coming
I should have kept on running
Instead I was there by your side believing all of your lies

How could you neglect me
Straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love
How could you neglect me
Straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love

The more you try to tell me that you changed
The more I feel neglected
If this is how you try to make it up to me
Then let's just end it
I don't like this feeling anymore
I don't like this feeling cause whenever I'm around you boy
I know that I won't be respected
Just neglected

How could you neglect me
straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love
How could you neglect me
straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love
How could you neglect me
straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love
How could you neglect me
straight up disrespect me
How could you neglect my love

2007-04-28T09:34:00.000-07:00

lalalaalalalalalaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~next week is exam le!!!!!!!

anyway,i juz cut my hair today!!!
haha...now have fringe le!!!
blabla!!!...

2007-04-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

很多时候，
我因为怕受伤，
所以就选择先放弃，
我更因为太爱自由，
所以宁愿渴望爱情，
却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界...

2007-04-18T09:18:00.000-07:00

DUN BE A FOOL LA GIRL!!

todays training was all screwed up again!!
hais!!
they expect us to be quiet during warmup....
its like WTH!!
the whole hall was so damn freaking quiet can!!
i cant stand it le!!
1st the change of coach...
now.........haiis!!
imagine la! having to train in such a quiet place...you will die xia..
at least mr wee wil still joke with us....
I WAN MR WEE TO COACH US!!!!!!
I REALLY WAN HIM BACK BADLY!!

freak you la...you wan us to achieve good results and do the sch proud but by giving us this kind of coach , do you freaking think we can improve......CAN WE IMPROVE!!!??
come on la.....2 hours per training can train wad shit! please la!! i beg you!! i wan mr wee to train us...why cant you make it 3 hours per training thrice a week??izzit bcos you think tt badminton has no hope ....??or wad???
if that is so....we will prove you wrong!

anws...was quite happy with my maths test...finally ive gotten an A1!!
FINALLY!!(:
and i finally won you(: too!!
aiya..dun worry.i will work ultra super duper hard for the maths exam!!haha..

迎新会 will be on this fri...dunthink i can make it !! SO SAD LOR!!
juz realized tt this yr most of my juniors are short....haha..
after todays training, i can conclude tt my 1G junors are not sae vv lousy la... like wad isabel said...we were once begginers like them....
so........
SEC 1s,JIAYOU ba!(:

爱的感觉, 比樱桃更甜!!

I<3cs!

2007-04-16T04:13:00.000-07:00

LALALALALA~~~~!!! long time no blog!!!

anws...we change back to the zhou jiao lian le!!!
waliao!!! his training damn slack can!!
i doubt i will improve!!
I WAN MR WEE BACK!!!
OHYA...after sats incident...
we all realized tt she change damn alot!!
i was quite shock you noe...
normally she will go"waliao audrey stand in front...erghhhhhhh.."and show me black face....
now she is like...."ohoh...nvm...not your fault is mine...srysry"
i was like O-H M-Y G-O-D!!!

haha...todays music lesson was like sooooooooooooooooo daaaaaamnn slack can!!!suppose to have music presentation de...then everyone never bring their thumbdrive...wahahahahaha!!!...so cool!!then during english lesson...as usual,mrs koh was unhappy with our attitude...hais!!but! we manged to learn something today OoooookKKK!!!XDXD!!

ohya!! our chi teacher retire le! hope tt she will get well soon!!!and.........i am happy that cai su jun lao shi is my new chi teacher!!!=D!i muz sae tt she is a vv gd chi teacher(:

WALIAO!! today kanna scolded by mr chua xia!!! damn sad!!! somemore early in the morning!! hais!! spoil my day:'(!
hais!! forget bout it!!my own fault

detention was quite fun!!LOL!
"5,4,3,2,1!yes times up!! "then we went in to sign our names..
"omg...your maths fail ar!!onli 35 mins pass......"i shouted
"ohya...."
.......then we went out to stand again..
and started laughing!!!!!LOLOLOLOLOLOL.....non-stop!!
"why you shout so loud...can tell me softly ma,then i can change the time...."
hais...if i were to be lateagain!! i muz find someone to pei me..then can joke with me during tt 45 min!!!haha..
but standing outside the GO damn paiseh one lo....all my friends walk pass...
"AUDREY!!!"
"hahahahaha!!!"
LOLOLOLOL!!!!!

exams around the corner!!!
gotta start studying le!!!!
my geog!!HAIS!!!!!!!!!!!(bk 2B,C and D)<-----wan die le!!

i love your new game....(dotdotdotdot!)

2007-04-06T10:03:00.000-07:00

ITS OK ITS ALRIGHT!! A H A H FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!

its not over yet
"there are 2 more schs to go"..............

keep moving forward......

thanks! i will fight on...i will not give up...both in studies and on court...
i will talk less and be more focus during lessons...
thanks for pointing them out
now i noe what i should do
i really appreciate it!!thanks!!
(=

2007-03-29T05:45:00.000-07:00

won today!!! eh...quite happy..
left st margaret!!!!
we win them....
we get into nationals top 8
haha.........

nowadays,duno why when people mention bout council..
i will feel damn sian--ed...
hais.....
btw...maybe stepping down soon.
MAYBE onli!!!

SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ................................

2007-03-21T16:59:00.001-07:00

i noe i haven been posting for a long time!!!haha!

anws,hope tt there will be no more test for this wk!!!!haha.......
natioanls starting on the 27th of march!!!! and i am not ready for it!!!!!!!!!
traintrain!!!!!realized tt i have been slacking duing the .last few trainings!!!and my skills are like.......ehem!!!!!!
howhow???
IN less than a wk time,we will be playing against NANYANGGIRLS!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
training today!!!!!!!NO MORE SLACKING!!!!!!!!! I NEED MY SKILLS BACK!!!!i need to concentrate when playing!!!!!!!!AUDREYAUDREYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!WAKE Up!!!!!
THERE ISNT ANYMORE TIME LEFT FOR YOU TO WASTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-I NOE TT its gonna be a wonderful day today !!!!
a(b+c)= ???!!!!!!
WAHAHAHA...........

2007-03-15T21:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHIMIN ,DOREEN AND PEIYING!!!

eeeEEEe...this yr bbq not as fun as last yr...
reached there at bout 6 plus and go home at 9!!! LOL...
yesters training was super tough... and that junior of mine,pon training to go for bbq!!! WTH!!
haha..then we sabo her...
"where is xin qing"
"she go for class bbq"
"trainin more important or bbq??"
haha...this sat she gonna get it fm coachXD!=X....i noe i am evil! LOL
................

sian...
i go do homework le

2007-03-07T04:10:00.000-08:00

I AM SAD!!! REALLY SAD!!!
I FREAKING FAILED TWO SUBJECTS......
but i dun understand why mr tong called my name!!!!
i thought if you fail three subs then he will call your name lor!!!
FREAK LAR!!!!!!!!!! T.T!
when i knew tt my parent has to meet him!!!i felt freaking lousy!!!!
wondering wad my mums reaction will be!!![even though i noe she will b angry...]

SUCK!!!
i really dun understand why!!

2007-03-02T04:43:00.000-08:00

oh wells...lets see...
i failed 2 subs so far!!!
disappointed in myself...
"you are juz using competition as an excuse..you can get 1st in class last yr!! but why cant you get it this yr!!"
HE sound damn angry lar!
when i heard this...i knew tt i din do well for maths...
i had "no rights" to be sad...cos fm the beginning of this yr to now,i haven even started studying yet...
its my own fault!! my laziness led me to these results......

WAKE UP AUDREY!!! WAKE UP!!! YOU STILL HAVE BOUT 2 MORE MONTHS TO MID YR EXAM!!!
you cant be so lazy anymore!!! no more slacking....you have wasted alot of time already!!!so now is the time to study study............ STUDY!!!I NOE TT MY PIANO THEORY EXAM IS next SAT!!!but i haven even started studying yet!! i dun wanna waste my mums money!!! i muz at least pass grade 5!!! come on!! its juz grade 5 lar!!

the nationals are coming up soon{after march holi}
and...i will be having pilot pen and kason competition during this march holi.....
there isnt enough time already!!
i dun wan to be kicked out of this sch!! i dun wanna leave my friends!!! I DUN WAN ALL THESE TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!
i muz persevere!!!!!
I MUZ!!!
nothing is impossible!!!!!
i m sure tt if i am willing to put in all my efforts,i can achieve much better results...
NO MORE SLACKING!!!!

NO MORE GIVING EXCUSES!!!!
enough of all these nonsense!!!!

_____________________________________________________________________

anws.....i love my juniors xD!
training tmr!!! cant wait to see them!! LOLX!

2007-02-27T22:20:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY FOR THE C DIV BADMINTON GUYS!!!
THEY GOT ZONAL CHAMP!!!

Guan xiang was so funny lar!he kept jumping when he won every set!OH YAH! i like his last action he did when e won the match
HAPPY FOR HIM !

Kelvin played really well during the deciding match today!!
he simply rawk!
even though he lost the first set,
he didnt give up!
he persevered
and fought on...
and won the 2nd and 3rd set!
Their hard work paid off =)

Justin and Javans match was awesome....
i think tt they were way too pro for their opponent=X!

for JINDAs match,
he played well...
he lost by onepoint!!
i noe he is really sad!
but its ok boy!!!
cheer up(:
i noe how you feel..cos tt happened to me before...
but seriously ar! you played really well..
juz tt you have to keep the shuttle in the court..
so smilez my dear jinda!!(:
(you last action rawk tooxD!)

Wenjie and Bai ma wang zis match was a close match......
overall....you guys performed really well !!!

ONCE AGAIN,CONGRATS!
FOR GETTING THE 1ST IN ZONE!!!
i love my team!
AHS SPORTS PLAYERS RAWK!
there is still nationals to go!!
cant relax now....
TRAINING ON THIS THUR!!! xD!

2007-02-26T04:23:00.000-08:00

OH MY!!!!!!!!!
I SO LOVE BADMINTON CDIV 07!
WE PERSEVERED...
AND I GUESS...
WE DESERVE WAD WE ACHIEVED =D
even though we din get zonal champ..
but its ok...
cos this is the 1st tournament for most of us..
so...
i am HAPPY=D!
so...yeah!! happy tt i will receive my 1st badminton trophy TMR!!
HAHA...
anws..all the best to the c'div boys ...
i noe you guys can win them!!

i stil can rem tt day..when i played against PLMGS..
even though i lost...
i was happy...
cos this made me realised tt i have gd friends like my team mates...
who cheered for me..
no one gave up hope on me..
i was touched.....
they shouted "we are all behind you"
and i will never forget tt moment!

so..yar!!
i wanna tell the c'div guys tt "we are all behind you"
juz needa persevere ...
rem tt nothig is impossible...
i have faith in you people!!
ZONALS CHAMPS =D

2007-02-25T03:28:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN!

2007-02-24T22:11:00.000-08:00

HOWHOWHOW???
THISSUCKSBIGTIMEMAN!!!
MAYBE CANT PLAY TMRS MATCH!!!
MY WRIST SUCK MAN!
WHY MUZ IT BE INJURED!!!
WHYWHYWHY??
WHY AT THIS TIME??
TMRS MATCH IS IMPORTANT LEH!
I WAN CRY LIAO
........
AND ITS NOT SOME MINOR INJURY!!
HOW?

2007-02-22T16:57:00.000-08:00

haha! having home econs now!!

anws...our match against dunman sec will be postphone to 26 of feb!
shayln!! get wellsoon!!!
we need you for mons match!!!
take care =)

siansiansiansiansianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................................. =D!

2007-02-14T03:20:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO!!! TODAY SO FUN!!
14/2/07 ROCKS MAN xD
i will never forget this day even though lessons were as boring as it always doES.
haha
thanks for your encouragement!
i will continue to work harder and not let anyone down again
last but not least
you are the best xD..
and to those who gave me a gift or letter,juz wanna sae...THANK YOU!

i go study for maths test le=)

helovesher...sheloveshim...o.O

2007-02-09T04:35:00.001-08:00

IS THAT THE BEST I CAN PLAY?HAVE I TRIED MY BEST?
I noe tt i have let my team down!i am really sorry!!even though you guys told me tts its ok,i played really well...i noe tt you guys juz wanna console me..thanks alot(:but i still feel really bad!T.T!we played with 3 schs so far.played with PLMGS! 3-11,11-3,10-13!![lost!]wth?i Played with the best player today[suay!]11-4,7-11,9-11!!LOST AGAIN!i keep playing rubber match and keep losing by 2 or 3 pathetic points!WTH!why life so miserable one!really ar! i think tt life sucks more and more leh!=X
BAD DAY! )'=

next match on tue with dunman high!I DUN WANNA LOSE AGAIN! I HAD HAVE ENOUGH OF IT!
doubles with janice(not confirmed!)
*janice we muz win..cos i noe we can do it!

对不起!我也不想输的!谁叫我这么倒霉,遇到羽毛球高手...=(...Iwilltrymyverybesttowindunmanhigh..cosinoettnothingisimpossible

2007-02-05T08:20:00.000-08:00

ooo!!!
we will be playing against SAC on fri!
i promise i will not make the same mistake again!
sry bout wad happened today!
din mean to disappear after the match!=X!
SRY!!
我以为你们会怪我!但是你们并没有！instead, you people gave me the support i needed and din blame me!i was really touched! i love you guys man!! C DIV badminton gals rox!XDXD!

2007-02-04T08:00:00.000-08:00

oh yea!! i have to be more optimistic!
i noe i can do it later!!
i muz try my best!
muznt let my team down!
=X..........
match against PLMGS in 15 more hours time!!
can we do it?
X)!
all the best to everyone in the team!
singles[xiao hui,shalyn and me]
doubles[xinqin and yina,?? and ??]

Dun be sad le k??i am sry!i din mean to sae tt!! 我求你，不要再伤心了！

2007-02-01T06:52:00.001-08:00

TMR!! TOURNAMENT!!
time passes really fast!!

really vv happy today!!
i feel tt 2Ho7 is getting more bonded!!
tts a great thing=D.....
we really rock man!!
i think we should call ourselves 2Horny! instead of 2 hot enough to melt you down!!
WAHAHA!!

Maths test tmr=D!
all the best everyone!!
then after maths 就是 match against tampines le!
feeling nervous and excited NOW!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
feel like shouting out loud!!
dunno why...!

why muz euu sae tt euu will protect mii with ur life?

2007-01-31T03:09:00.000-08:00

wahahaha!!today was a very slack,fun and horny day!!=D
cai lao shi din come again today,
slacked for 2 periods[taking pics and did duty during upper sec recess for awhile=X ]
LOL!

=(( cool cream --> cut into half =((
....
anws...duty will resume on thur,which is
TMR!!
WAHAHA...

2 more days to our match against tampines sec!!
we can do it, yea=D!
haha...

rNerawks XDXD!

2007-01-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

I really dun wanna lose this battle!
no matter wad i do..
i will peservere and do the best i can..
in council,tournaments and studies....
well,the 1st match
starts on the 2nd of feb..which is this fri..
with tampines sec..
dunno whether will play singels or doubles..
hopefully doubles bah,cos very long never play singles le=X

我还是不明白...为什么学生会委员是这么复杂的...弄到我这么lost...
rNe rawks<3

2007-01-28T04:30:00.000-08:00

WOW!!i am feeling better,but still alittle sad bout IT...
really glad to noe tt i have such nice seniors..
thanks leonard=D..i will change..i promise=)
i will play my part..
so dun worry,yeah?!!
looking forward to my tmr=)

谢谢你

2007-01-26T10:11:00.000-08:00

If i shot you in the heart,will it even help if i sae sorri to you??think bout it man!

thanks jasper,lydia and teng hui!! i feel much better=))glad to have good friends like you !XD
oh wells!! i have to concentrate in studies..
something is really bothering me (or maybe not onli me)
something went wrong! really wrong ! now everyone is sad and angry with one another!
everything is screwed UP! T.T!
some people wanna step down..
this is bad=(!
but i noe we can get through this together...

rem: wed --> maths class test

我还是爱你的！

2007-01-21T04:56:00.000-08:00

maybe playing singles...T.T
1st match with tampines sec on the 2nd of feb!
all the best to all shuttlers and netballers!!=D

gonna collect my new specs on wed!
<3 2H!
有没有人可以告诉我，为什么我这么伤心。是不是我放不下他？

2007-01-15T02:50:00.001-08:00

damn...
"do i look like i freaking care?"
size M already too big for me
L?=.="
u muz be NUTZ!
WTH?

2007-01-15T02:50:00.000-08:00

damn...
"do i look like i freaking care?"
size M already too big for me
L?=.="
u muz be NUTZ!
WTH?

2007-01-14T14:04:00.000-08:00

OMG!!
Tournament!
doubles,me and xiao hui
TKGS
PLMGS
Dunman High
Dunman
SACSS
TPSS
we will try our best=D

2007-01-01T05:21:00.000-08:00

wad a wonderful beginning 4 a new year!
=)))))))

2006-12-25T10:24:00.001-08:00

ALL I WAN 4 CHRISTMAS IS .....YOU!~~~~~~~~~~

2006-12-13T07:14:00.000-08:00

OMG!!another friendly match TMR!! this time is with tampines sec sch cdiv boys and gals!!!
friendly match-----9am to 12pm
training --------1pm to around 5 to 6 (i think)
wa seh!! i will be damn shit tired lar!!!

2006-12-09T00:08:00.000-08:00

though badminton farewell was funn..but...
aww..... the sad thing is tt the sec 4s will be leaving us=((..
soooooooo damn sad can!!
"thank you sec 4s for being such nice and great seniors..."

farewell bbq for rNe on mon!!

2006-11-22T00:56:00.001-08:00

by TANK --- 千年泪 XD

2006-11-19T02:06:00.000-08:00

YiPeEeeeee!!!!
someone actually sponsered c div badminton bags!!!
coach say tt if we work harder.......we might even get free shoes,rackets,shorts,badminton shirts...............
training on tue XDXDXD!!!!
我会一直等着你...直到你对我说那三个字维持....<<

2006-11-16T07:17:00.000-08:00

TODAY'S training was OK lar XDXD!!!
gd...still got chance to get into singles...tmr juz needa play one more match with livia then i think the ranking thing should be over....
eh.....or maybe not........
won 6 and lost 2.....LOL...1 more to go...
wa...damn sad nia...then somemore the points damn close for the second set!!! =(((((

WoOtZzzzzzzz.....tmr still got training..tt means i still got chance to get into singles XD...JIAYOU =P!!!

2006-11-16T00:10:00.000-08:00

YOU IDIOT!! DUN COME DISTURB ME ANYMORE!!! I WILL NEVER TOK TO SUCH AN IDIOT LIKE YOU!!YOU ARE WORST THAN I THOUGHT!!NO WONDER NO ONE LIKES YOU!!YOU RUIN MY DAY YOU IDIOT!!!

2006-11-15T18:55:00.000-08:00

OMG!! i am damn happy!!!

"hey guys it has officially been confirmed that no one is changing class next year. just hope that my dad is not lying to me."

WoOtZzzzzz..........i really hope tt is true man !! cos i cant bear to part with certain people XD.......

2006-11-14T04:00:00.000-08:00

WADEVA OK.......WADEVA...........YOU JUZ SUCK LAR!!!!!
cant you juz understand tt when someone is really sick,they cant go 4 training...cant you juz let them rest..........juz be more understanding...you no need to do this to me wad....juz becos i missed 2 trainings then you dun let me play singles.....WTHWTHWTH.....do you noe something...whenever i miss one training...i really feel very bad bout it already...then now wad...you "purposely" sae tt in front of me....WTH...NO MATTER WAD....I WILL TRAIN REALLY HARD AND PROVE TO YOU TT I CAN PLAY SINGLES....i dun care wad others say bout me....badminton is my "life"...i will aim towards me goal... i will do anything to play singles...........and i mean it!!!!
i noe tt it is not confirmed tt i am not in singles yet...and i noe tt you juz dun wan me to miss anymore trainings...
WELL...ok...i will not miss any trainings anymore...and i noe tt there is still HOPE!!!

2006-11-13T09:54:00.000-08:00

Heard tt 1st 2nd and 3rd dec is council camp.........=)))
then after tt, late dec got orientation camp=)))[imagine me as OGL!!]
then on the 27th nov is farewell party 4 sec 4s.....[badminton]
22nd nov----------bizworld competition....
WoOtZzzzzzz............cant wait!!!

nothing special happened lately!!as usual..traininig everyday except for mon and sun and piano lessons on sat and mon!!!ranking end of this month!!doubles or singles??i really wonder which one i will end up in...

later training in sch -------2 to 6 pm XD.[cant wait!!]
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>hopefully can see certain person tmr...........=)

2006-11-09T08:23:00.000-08:00

kk.........i noe how you feel now.......
cos this is how i felt!!!
sad?!?!?!?
too late?!?!?!
i noe the reason already...
but.....
its......
too late?!?!?!?
LOL!!!
[allgone....nomorefriends..impossibleright...urghh...messedup..all messedupinsideme...thisiscrazy!!!]

2006-11-08T06:53:00.000-08:00

WoOtZzzz.......jessey maccartney<3...........>

2006-11-08T06:47:00.000-08:00

jessey maccartney =)))